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Okay so... This is just going to be a journal summing up why I was gone, what has made me not be motivated, ect.

First thing's first, my seasonal depression kinda got ahold of me this winter ;w; But guess what? It's sunny out now, so I'm feeling a bit better! The funny thing is,  it was 75 degrees F one day and then it snowed two days later on May second

Also, a friend of mine commit suicide on April 21st so I've been very sad with that, including my entire home town and more. Attending the funeral and burial was and still has been emotionally exhausting and many of us are still mourning. This is the second time I've lost a friend to suicide, and it's not easy. It hurts a lot, so I want you all to know that you're worth it.. whatever it may be. People love you, and please don't make the mistake of suicide. It hurts so many people.

My parents also recently divorced so that's been pretty stressful, although the process has been ongoing for over a year now with custody battles over myself and stuff.

Also, some of you are aware that my previous tablet had broke (it was a digipro tablet) and I just received my new wacom bamboo splash! So I'm getting more in the mood to draw (now that I'm able to)

That's all, and I'm hoping to be able to be much more active again and strive towards improving!

p.s. Deviantart keeps telling me that my premium membership is going to end soon EVERY TIME I log in. Does anyone know how to make it stop notifying me?